We had pretty great sex in the shower. Then he surprised me last night.
We were laying in bed…then he went to the restroom, came back and laid down next to me. Something was weird. I could feel his dick more than usual. I reached down to move it and he didn’t have his briefs on. Oh man was I excited. Lol Especially bc he got up and put his dress cap on hehehe yum Marine.
Anyways we tried anal for the 3rd time in almost 2 years. It was fucking awesome.
But to be honest after when we turned on the lights to clean up, I saw his not so hard on and its just fucking huge. I looked at him and said “holy shit, that was in my ass! ” lol
He just laughed.
Basically it was amazing but him having such a big dick freaks me out a bit. I know it sounds weird but last year when we first had sex he could barely fit the tip in. It was rough and hurt so to this day I am still kinda scared.
Any how lol I just felt like sharing this because my question is……..
How many other gals men have big dicks and are some what scared because of size?
I know eventually you get used to the size but first time vaginal and first time anal is pretty rough.
People say I love you all the time - when they say, ‘take an umbrella, it’s raining,’ or ‘hurry back,’ or even ‘watch out, you’ll break your neck.’ There are hundreds of ways of wording it - you just have to listen for it, my dear.
We decided we were going to be open with our children about sex, drugs and crime. We are doing this because we both believe the more they know about those things and our mistake that they will do better than us.
I was honestly surprised he started talking about “our kids” when we haven’t even thought about it lol
The 2nd bedroom in our new house is for guest but some how its our child’s room. I’m excited but we have so much to accomplish before we are there.
Wedding June 7th 2014
Me becoming a Veterinarian 2017
Him going up the latter at Bandera November 2014 (he will be gone half the year & our wedding and 2 weeks for our honeymoon to Italy is the most time I will have with him next yr)
Buy a horse trailer that cost roughly 40k for my business when I graduate.
Buy new cars by our wedding.
I mean for god sakes, have a darn routine while it’s just us so when we add one we can easily modify the routine.
On another note. Save the dates going out February 7th because most of my family are in the political world. So heaven forbid I don’t give them the date half a yr early lol
Oh did I mention I am stressed the FUCK out? Yeah, very stressed. Ha ha
R.I.P. my one blue eyed baby. I love you Mickey Thompson. You have only been apart of our family for a short period of time but it has been amazing. When I pass I will meet you at the bridge. You will be missed every day. Every year we will visit the tree I layed you at. That is a promise.
Marry someone who lets you have a bite of their brownie, even when you said you weren’t hungry. Marry someone who laughs at the same things you do. Marry someone who kisses your nose on a cold day. Marry someone who you can watch Disney movies with. Marry someone who is proud of you whether you earn £5 a week or £5,000 a week. Marry someone who you can tell everything to. Marry someone who isn’t afraid or embarrassed to hold your hand in public. Marry someone who lets you take over when decorating a cake. Marry someone who you can spend the day in Ikea with without feeling stressed. Marry someone who wraps you up inside their coat in the winter. Marry someone who accepts your fears and phobias. Marry someone who gives you butterflies every time you hear their key in the door. Marry someone who you don’t always have to shave your legs for. Marry someone who accepts you all day every day, even when you don’t look or feel your best. Marry someone who puts three sugars in your tea, despite telling them “just the two”. Marry someone who doesn’t judge you when you eat your body weight in cookies. Marry someone who doesn’t make you want to check your phone, because you know they will reply. Marry someone who waits with you to get on the train. Marry someone who understands that you need to be alone sometimes. Marry someone who gets on well with your parents and isn’t uptight about family events. Marry someone who calms you down when you get mad about stupid stuff, and never tells you it’s “only stupid stuff”. Marry someone who makes you want to be a better person. Marry someone who makes you laugh. Marry someone who you love. Marry your soulmate, your lover, your best friend.